In the vortex

Of my heart

There is a special spiral

One who’s name I can’t call

But knows me by mine

It’s a drop of knowing

Of remembering

Connection

It’s that missing sense

found

It’s feeling from a place

If fearlessness

Without courage

It’s laughing and crying

In the same breath

It’s knowing and not

In one eyelashes’ fluttering

Blink

It’s the space

I am in

Right now