Vortex of now / by Zander Ford

In the vortex

Of my heart


There is a special spiral

One who’s name I can’t call

But knows me by mine


It’s a drop of knowing

Of remembering

Connection


It’s that missing sense

found


It’s feeling from a place

If fearlessness

Without courage


It’s laughing and crying

In the same breath


It’s knowing and not

In one eyelashes’ fluttering

Blink


It’s the space


I am in


Right now