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Baby faces

I arrived naked

Here

And then you put clothes,

Costumes

On my baby body


First you wanted a beautiful perfect baby boy

So out comes the blue

The rattle

The toys

And the cute face


Then you wanted a partner

Someone to feel your sorrow, your pain,

To make you feel safe

To make you feel important


And so I hugged you

Learned to say I love you

To console you as you held me to your chest


And ...

Then, you wanted a Rock

Someone who would always be there to comfort you

To mend your sorrows

To need you

To impress you with their perfection


And then I broke


And you still held the perfect

You still held all the old costumes

In my bedroom closet of your mind


And I

Left


You standing


Alone


To find


Your own way

To

Peace


As I find

Mine